Tuesday, March 29, 2016

food food food

dinner one day, i eat like a panda, LOL
  
油焖笋 stir fried bamboo shoots

pork chop with mushroom sauce

breakfast, a piece of banana cake

veggi platter

Saturday, March 26, 2016

Food

Crispy chicken thigh with beans and cherry tomatoes
  1. dry chicken thigh with paper towel,
  2. lightly bread and season,
  3. bake 420F for about 20min, turn once


avocado and mixed green salad with black sesame dressing

breakfast: omelette with Greek yogurt and soy milk

Wild mushroom risotto with pork rib

seafood stir fried rice

baked beets

the best Good Friday

Try something you are afraid of.
Finally get to try skiing today, after being in Canada more than 10 years. It was fun, exciting, and not as hard as i expected at all. Friends are the best supporting, encouraging, peer pressuring, lol. The worst case is falling on the snow and it doesn't even hurt!
I was so worried about trying skiing and i kept thinking this is a difficult and dangerous activity that i should stay away from. I was just sacred and kept worrying but never tried. It's not as bad at all.
You are very brave today, good job! Very proud of you, Jamie!

Also managed to stop the lift once, my feet didnt touch ground and it just turned around, lol, i thought i was gonna take another round.



What makes a good engineer

I live in a world full of expectations and ppl not happy if i dont deliver something they wanted. Maybe they are jealous, maybe they want me to fill/support their eager, whatever it is, it's others dreams. I shall protect my own dream and stand my ground. When im over loaded and didn't even realize and see the big pictures, that's when the risk/danger come from.
Wear a mask may be the best way.

It really sucks when you thought everything is going well and all a sudden, nothing is right. It sucks. What is going on? I just dont have enough capacity yet, like doing exercise, stretch to a certain degree is fine. if stretching too much and over a tipping point, it hurts the next day. Keep learning, keep growing, it's okay, Jamie. Dont blame on yourself. Focus, one thing a time. Promise what you can deliver.

Feeling not secure, being judged, upset