what do i like about myself

i had a 45 mins consultation with Amebe today, she was very patient and a good listener. i actually enjoyed talking to her and i felt like i had so much to talk about. i just want to tell her everything and ask her to offer one simple solution about all the problems i have! haha, so greedy.

she suggested to write down one thing i like about myself or i am proud of myself everyday. by talking to her, i realized i need validation, i'm happy when i see progress. i am comparing myself to other ppl and that's reason i am not happy sometimes. it's better to compare to myself, which i have been doing for a while.

im proud of learning something new today at work,
im proud of getting to know ppl through sports

what's your life goal?

i want to have someone to travel with around the world. but my friend told me if i reply on another person, i will get disappointed.
i want to have a happy family, someone that i will be very comfortable with, whatever i do, he will think it's part of me. whatever i say, he understands that i do not mean to hurt. wow, that must takes lots of communications in the beginning. so the willingness to stay together is very important.

i should think of something that is not dependent on other ppl too much, so i can enjoy it whenever, like cooking, photography, sports, etc. talking to myself is sometimes fun,

smile, the worst is yet to come.

you are beautiful. stay curious, stay foolish.